Wednesday, February 15, 2012

that moment

the moment i put down the phone after a long text that i was trying to explain myself to you was the hardest thing that i was forced to do.

that moment when i knew everything was shattered was the moment i cried myself to sleep

the moment when i ignored everybody because i did not want to here a single thing about you, was the moment i almost lost my friends

the moment when i tried very hard to pause everything and think of a solution, was the moment i lost my mind

the moment i lost you, i lost everything


the moment your friends hated me, was the moment i realize i did the right thing

i choose a mother who gave birth to me after 9 month of pain and courage over a boy who got me replaced with in a few month.

thank god i had sense in me



Monday, October 3, 2011

life can a pretty hard damn thing

truth be told!
you can never have everything you want.
you can never not have to go through stuff that you don't want to happen.


sometimes, when u fall in love that person leave,

and you try to avoid a person that person commit a suicide for not having you in his life.
dayyum!!



it's true life is always about sacrificing you, what u want, how you want it.
human is never satisfied with anything.

sometimes you work hard on something, in the end it is not even worth a dust.
you put down your pen, lay on the bed, close your eyes, put aside whats on your mind, it could be the most important thing you ever ignored.



you were rushing, decided to put on a hijab in the car. u hold on to two pins, went to the kitchen put down those pins grab a bread. straight to car.
change the gear to drive and realize you have no pins for the hijab. GREAT!!
thats life,
main point: to pissed you off



NO


main point : teach you to be a person with a strong heart as allah is just testing you to be a better person







taylors.. you are killing me!

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

i love you allah



daddy punya favorite lullaby!